Sunday, January 30, 2011

Everything I Was review

Everything I Was
by Corinne Demas
Carolrhoda Books
April 2011

Irene is thrown for a loop when her father loses his high-paying job and, unable to keep up with their fast-paced Manhattan lifestyle, her family is forced to sell their penthouse and move up north to stay with her paternal grandfather for the summer at his farm in up-state New York.

I was surprised when I started reading this to find that the main character is only thirteen.  The girl on the cover looks like she's seventeen, going on twenty-five.  The fact that the protagonist is so young makes this a very different kind of story than what I had expected. Irene's not worried about how to pay for college, and while dropping out of her private school, and losing their Manhattan penthouse is upsetting, she's comforted by the opportunity to spend the summer on her beloved grandfather's farm, closer to nature.  Irene has a schoolgirl crush on one of her teachers, but easily transfers her affections to Jim, one of the kids living down the street and the older brother of her new best friend, Meg.

The real
villain of the story, I thought, was Irene's mother Andie, whose idea of "economizing" means ordering daisy floral arrangements instead of more expensive blooms, cutting back on going to the hairdresser a little bit and only buying one new pair of shoes a week.  I was horrified by the way Andie childishly breezes through her husband's money, even after he's been laid off.  Unfortunately, the mother never really grows or changes, unlike her daughter, who finds this to be a very formative summer.  Irene gets the opportunity to reconnect with her older half-sister Jenna in Wyoming, enjoys making friends with the relaxed and playful Fox family down the street from her grandfather, and is happy to see her grandfather get a new chance at happiness with Lucia, a widow who runs the local gardening shop.  There are a few moments of tension: will Irene's grandfather sell his land in order to finance a grand return to New York for Irene's family?  Is Lucia responsible for a hit-and-run car accident?  Everything is satisfactorily resolved by the book's end, however.  I had assumed the story was set in present day, but a reference to Bonwit Teller, a department store that closed in the late 80's, suggests that it might be historical fiction. This book is marketed as YA, but it has the feel and cadence of a middle-grade novel.   I'll recommend this to readers aged 9-14.

I received a free copy of this book from the publisher.


  1. wow, you're totally right. That girl in the picture looks so old. I never would have thought this was a MG book. I admit, I misjudged and overlooked the book based on the cover. I'm glad I read your review.

  2. It's funny, it makes me think of that old psychology experiment, where they take a group of people, and give them a bowl of mashed potatoes fixed up to look like ice-cream. Afterwards, they ask everyone how they thought it tasted. Nearly everyone says they hated it, even though they like mashed potatoes, because they were expecting something sweet.

    That's how this cover makes me feel. I was expecting a book about a high school student who doesn't want to leave the city. Instead, it's about a middle-school student who can't wait to leave the city. I think I would have liked this book a lot more if the cover had been different.

    I know the author doesn't have a lot of control over the cover, but this kind of thing drives me crazy.
    I think this is supposed to represent a scene where Irene falls overboard while boating in her grandfather's little duck pond, plus, it gives a great sense that she's "barely keeping her nose above water" But the girl in this photo is so much older than the character.

    Maybe they'll change the cover before it's published?

  3. Everything I Was follows Irene as she learns the new things she can be, and leads teen readers to recognize their complex lives aren't really out of control, even when they fall apart. An honestly enjoyable, uplifting, fascinating tale of real-world people and real-world hope, this one's highly recommended.



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